I Thank The Lord
I thank the Lord for everything He gave to me
My partner, my loved ones
And my angel Bethany
Knowledge is power
But knowledge is pain
Cos I do wrong
When I know the devil's tempting me
But still I take the sweet
Waiting for the repercussions that I will receive
See some hit me blatantly
Like karma was awaiting me
Hand in motion
In conjunction with my sinning cheek
And so I turn it readily
Yet all I feel is peace
Little do I know it's older brother's waiting patiently
Till he can throw his knee
To a place I protect most importantly
And that is Life
Well metaphorically
See I could talk in similes
Like this world isn't what we see
But I'll tell you straight
Like the quickest route from A to B
You're born and then you die
All that matters is what's in between
Life is just a shell
Your soul's an eternal entity
Intended to be emptied
Not when you bleed
But when He
Calls us to be judged
No Judy
Just sins and deeds
So get your money up
And by money I mean precious things
Precious like your kin
That one day you can call a king
Or an angelic daughter
Holding above her head a saucer
Don't wanna be the next Dora
But hopes that they applaud her
When she tells them
Faith is the only way forward
When every day’s a bore
Just start to pray more
Be on the side of the Lord
And what he fights for
I'm not perfect
I know that I'll never be
I've done wrongs
I hope that you'll never see
But I have faith
It holds my identity
Stone from glass houses
Reach but never break me
Be who you are
Just don't forsake He
Who gave His only Son
For our immortality
"Don't make a mistake mistaking your blessings for curse"
Joe Budden
Words are the most powerful thing in this world, second only to faith.
—Ghe
Falling
Being torn between two things only leaves you falling inbetween and inbetween is a hard and dark place. So is the world we live in. But what do you do when you behave the way you feel you need in order to survive, in order to strive but people give you feedback that portrays someone you never wanted to be? When your situation defines who you are? When your mind traps your heart and your heart retaliates by being too weak for your mind? When your dreams are shot and destroyed but never fall because they can get no lower? When black and white become a shade of dark grey? And you wonder how it all even spiralled this far down, how there could be somewhere this low and why you are the only person there?
There is only one answer.
Fall.
Fall to your knees… clasp your hands together…and pray
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1
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Who’s a good girl?!?!!??
Here Today
You know what they say
Your only here for a day
And if tomorrow never comes
Did you go the right way?
If today you find yourself gone
Will you go to the right place?
Will you feel you’ve been wronged
If you never saw your child’s face?
Or apologies to your mum
For being a disgrace
Looked your loved one in the eye
Told her no one could take her place
Or starred up at the sky
And said “Lord make my path safe”
Cos the Lord Jesus did say
Don’t worry about tomorrow
When your living in today
So Carpe Diem my friend
Put your hands together and pray
Eat, drink, be merry and don’t ask why
Live life for today For in tomorrows we die
Guys (Thumbs down) Girls (Thumbs up)
Before your mind starts jumping places no this is not how I feel about guys and girls, this is just what they do. (Although it pretty much is accurate if it was a question of who I wanted to share a bed with *thinks about FB pic* anywhooooooooo………)
I’ve had this conversation a lot but recently it’s popped up quite a bit so I thought I’d educate all 2 of my readers
Girls
Girls choose who they want to be with, sleep with and do pretty much anything with, you could say they go fishing with a rod, being the selective creatures that they are.
“Yeah he’s cool, he makes me laugh so much but nah, I couldn’t do anything with him we just chill”………..
“I always call him when something’s up, we’re really close (Followed by the 3 words a man doesn’t want to hear) we’re just friends” *slowly dies inside*
If you get moved to (a guy chats you up, asks for your number, says he likes you) then CONGRATULATIONS……your the proud owner of a dun da da daaaaaaaa pussy. Move on. Your not special. Think about it when your hungry you walk into a shop that sells food and you buy something you can eat, does this make McDonalds special? I mean I know they are a “restaurant” now but still, it’s McDonalds. If he spends a lot on you it means nothing more than he has money he is willing to spend on you, well done you can now consider yourself as Burger King.
Women all have lists even if they pretend like they don’t know it,they all do. Just ask anyone what do you look for in a guy, then sit back with a recorder and fresh batteries.
“I don’t even know but he has to be nice, but not too nice like he has to know when to put his foot down ‘cos I aint for them guys that you can walk all over, I’ll just get bored. He has to be real, like I want him to tell me if something is going on like share his emotions with me and not just bottle things up. I hate them guys that are just secretive like if I’m your girl I need to know these things, but I mean I don’t come crying to me. I don’t wanna see him cry. He has to have nice hair, be kinda built, not too much I don’t like them huge guys, just a normal size muscular you know like toned. He has to have money *:s* I’m not a gold digger but I don’t want him to be living off me………..#on to the nex oh on to the next one# (just know we don’t listen to everything you say…we dont even hear half of it) Yeah so just that”
STOP
What do you bring to this table except a knife and fork?
Guys
Simple creatures, we fish with a net…or two. Then we go through the selective process of throwing away only the poisonous fish (unless were hungry). End of pretty much. I’ve been asked (many times) if I would sleep with a girl my friend has slept with. This is how the conversation went.
“If F(riend) slept with G(irl) would you sleep with her?”
“Is it or was it his girl or were they just f*#king?”
“Just sleeping together”
“Yup”
“Really?” because obviously I was lying the first time
“Yup” Then as if the situation changes because they are obviously “special”
“So if F slept with me would you sleep with me too?” careful guys this is not, I repeat NOT, an invitation (but who am I to stop you trying)
“Yup” Wait for it….
“Really?”
As I said before, pretty simple.
Problems
Apart from little things girls and guys are pretty similar. The main difference is speed. Girls accelerate faster than boys then they get hurt that the guy didn’t want to go joyriding along with them. The things that he always has been doing are the same things that you now get upset over. The way he was with you and all the other girls is the way he is now but you don’t like it any more.
Communication solves 90% of all relationship problems (Ghepedia.co.donotreference, 2012). Try it
Love not only conquers all but changes and confuses it all too
Women love easier, more often and faster.
Men Love Harder, we have reasons to protecting our hearts
WoMEN. Don’t hate us, we’re in your name
We do have HEarts, it’s in the name
LOVE YOU ALL
GOD BLESS
In the AM
No clear idea, no certain plans. Mother Nature at her best I start my journey….
I breathe the air and rub my hands. Its time to leave early…
Feel no fear, embrace the sands. The breeze will blow surely
Play by ear, hear the bands. Music’s untainted gift purely
Fills my lungs, distracts the eye. I find myself in a new place
Is this the one, I wonder why. I run but lose the race
Find you gone, I see the sky. It’s a cloud gone to waste
Maybe wrong, were you mine. The question leaves a bad taste
On my tongue, I whisper bye. Maybe one day you’ll see my face
If not today, we pray tomorrow. Or a time that comes too soon
Be what may, embrace the sorrow. As there is beauty in the moon
The suns rays, I try and follow. But I am trapped in this cocoon
There comes a day, that I will borrow. And repay in two
Till then I stay, deep not shallow
Filled by only you
A. Cricket
A cricket leaps silently
Its death a symbol of unity
The sweet song no more to be
Gives fruit to life’s uncertainty
The unknowing predator
Becomes the prey
How fast the night
Becomes the day
The fear of death
Is overcome
Whilst ones heart beats
Like a drum
A trumpet plays
Through one mans lungs
Blood is drained
Mosquito’s rum
The flight of days
That once were fun
Evolved in ways
Not one could sum
The end though brief
Ignites the air
A cricket brings life through fear
Why?
For days now I’ve been trying but something just keeps stopping me. Fear. Never knew it still existed in me. Especially about this. I think I’ve been given the right signs but I can’t be sure until I try and I won’t try until I’m sure. Messed up situation. Might just have to bite the bullet and go for it and if all fails then I guess I only have a few days to slowly be tortured. I feel awkward and I know its because I’m over thinking things but as much as it may not seem it, I am a perfectionist in some things although I know that some situations are better with flaws. Don’t know why I’m even this deep in thought about it. Should just have a can of ‘man the fuck up’ and be done with it. Just might
